A new year, a new beginning.

Sooo..I figured I would start blogs, that way my family who doesn't have facebook, can keep up with me if they wanted!

Life in Tennessee so far as actually been going rather well. I've made quite a few friends here, and have stepped out of my comfort zone a lot. But in the process of doing so, I've made friends and becoming a happier person.

Before I moved here, I would have NEVER met a person for lunch that I didn't know, or invite people over to my house to meet and do their hair, but hey-I'm doing it and enjoying it.

Life here has made our marriage simpler. We listen to each other more, and respect each other more. I had a feeling things would become better here, and so I gave it a lot more effort when we moved here and it's great! We're both a lot happier together as a couple. Sure things aren't perfect, and we're working on it! :)
I think I MAY have found a church to attend on a weekly basis. I'm going to try it a few more times just to make sure! I am ready to make things right with God and to change my life for the better! Not only for myself, but for Brayden. He deserves to know the right path, and to know who God is. So we're going to take the journey together. This isn't the easiest thing for me to do. To jump out there, to say I've been doing wrong, to move forward and let all my past/sins go. But it'll definitely be worth it in the end! :)
I'm very thankful to have met the few friends I have already. Especially Kourtni, she gets me. She understands a lot and she's a great listener and friend. Crazy how we met and how it all worked out, but that was just God working His magic...I know it! :) We needed each other while we're here in Clarksville and He made that happen!
I do have my rough days, days I dislike being here, but they aren't as often as the days I'm content and happy. I miss my mother a lot. I miss her more than anyone and it's tough...but ya gotta do what you gotta do! I know one day, we'll move back to Texas and be able to be close to her again, so that's reassuring. But also moving here...I've come to see who my true, real friends are. Is it upsetting? Not as much as I thought it would be. Sometimes it's hard to know I really don't have a lot of friends left from when I did a few years ago, but that's apart of growing up and moving on...so it's okay. One person I'm not ready to let go of yet, but don't wanna say names, so I just hope that things work out.

But I guess that's enough for now, and I am going to try to write on a daily basis to keep things up! It'll be nice for myself. I know tonight's post was more of babbling, but the rest won't be like this!